At what point in your life did you realize that you were driven to create, when did you make the decision to pursue a career out of it, and what was the process you took to monetize your craft so you can "feed your seeds and pay your bills"?
(I saw your edit of sun moon child in the fall and it changed my life)
1s to of all thank you. As for your question: I have always been this. An unmanaged blessing is a curse & i have always believed that of you know what your gift is you it should be a blessing. Your gift should be something you love to do but it should also pay your bills & car note. I tried many times to do the 9 to 5 things & i literally made my hair fall out. This is not to say don’t get a job but understand that its a tool to get to the next step. I don’t want to bore you but if you need a pep talk there is a very short book i wrote 10 years ago called Bullsh*t or Fertilizer…pick it up http://is.gd/tvAsAj